| Current mood: |  stressed, confused, thinking. |
| Current music: | nothing better-the postal service |
i'm not sure what to write today, but i feel like writing.
i'm still incredibly stressed, people are changing who they're getting close to and i'm really not sure if i like it or not. it's like i can't pick the people I want to be close to, but EVERYONE else just kinda knows. i don't really get it.
anyway, i've been kinda an emotional wreck in my head all week. i haven't really let it show through i hope, but my mind's been working overtime (even though it always is...). i just wish i could grab ahold of it and understand myself, but i honestly can't. i want to understand everything, but there's too much to think about. my mind tries to think of everything, but there's simply too much. i can't do it. i'm in the mood where i don't want school, i don't want to be very social, i just want to curl up by myself and read a book.
i'm very lame and i'm fully aware of it.
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