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dreams&translations, night of march 21.
this post is HUGE. i don't expect anyone to read it (except maybe mary bolton...), it's mostly for my own benefit so i can read it later and be amazed at my dream hahaha.
DREAM:
i was on a beach, alone at first. the beach was very long and very scary. it was completely deserted, like someone hadn't been there for years, and it was so quiet. the ocean seemed to stretch out forever over the horizon, like there was just no world to see beyond it, only water. the water was really dark, like there was a lot of mystery having to do with it or something. the clouds were really dark, and there were a few birds flying high in the sky, to far to hear, but that was the only sign of moving life. it was summer, probably around dusk, but there was no pretty sunset to see. only dark clouds like it was about to storm. as i walked down the beach, i came to the end where there was a huge wall of very large rocks. i couldn't see what was over the top, so i climbed to the top of it. once i reached the top, i was shocked. there was a huge shipwreck next to an extremely dark murky pond. the shipwreck was all black. almost like it had been burned, and it looked REALLY old. there were pieces of it everywhere. the pond was gross looking and you couldn't see anything under the water since it was so mucky. then i remember leaving for the night. i don't know where i went, but i just remember coming back the next day with characters from the gauntlet and others that i knew. the people that i remember being there were evan, ct, big ez, my dad, one of my friends that was a girl but i don't remember who, and i think coral. i remember just being with my dad when i climbed the rock pile, and he kept telling me to be careful and not to slip. anyways, i was there with all of them and we were looking through the shipwreck and all it's pieces, trying to find something, but i have no idea what it was for. then we left and came back the next day. i remember that day was more fun and less gloomy. me and evan decided we wanted to walk on the water, because for some reason in my dream that was possible. so anyways he was just standing on the water, waiting for me. and i would step on the water but then fall through. but then i remember i stepped off the water, thought of that story of jesus where he walked on the water, took a deep breath, then i stepped and it was working. then me and evan crossed the pond walking on the water. then it was like the mucky pond was frozen over and everyone started walking on it. then big ez ran across it and did a flip at the end, and landed perfectly on a beam and we were all like WOAH that was so close! it's a good thing you landed like that or you could have hurt yourself really bad. and that was the end.
MY ANALYZATION:
no idea about the first half, no idea AT ALL. i just know that the scenery sort of reminded me of kingdom hearts after the island gets taken over. which is weird, because i haven't played kingdom hearts for probably two years, or though about it, so i have no idea how that would ahve played into my dream. anyways, i had just watched the gauntlet that day, so that's probably why it was in my dream. there's also a ship wrecked kind of thing in it, so maybe that's why. or atleast there was in one of the old gauntlets or something, i don't know. also, i told alyssa a story about jesus and his apostles, so i think that's where the walking on water part came from. and the part about walking on water and falling through when you don't believe, i'm almost POSITIVE that came from the movie what dreams may come, because in that the guy had died and was creating his own world, and he couldn't walk on the water unless he believed that he could, which was basically exactly what happened in my dream. then that's it.
DREAM DICTIONARY ANALYZATION:
beach--
To see the beach in your dream, symbolizes the meeting between your two states of mind. The sand is symbolic of the rational and mental processes while the water signifies the irrational, unsteady, and emotional aspects of yourself. It is a place of transition between the physical/material and the spiritual.
To dream that you are on the beach and looking out toward the ocean, indicates unknown and major changes that are occurring in your life. Consider the state of the ocean, whether it is calm, pleasant, forbidding, etc.
--the beach was dark, sort of calm, but also foreboding.
clouds--
To see gray and gloomy clouds in your dream, signify depression or anger. Your decisions may be clouded in some way.
To see menacing or stormy clouds in your dream, indicates an impending eruption of emotions. It also represents a lack of wisdom or confusion in some situation.
--both in my dream
rocks--
To dream that you are climbing a steep rock, signifies struggles, obstacles, and disappointments.
--i climbed rocks in my dream
being alone--
To dream that you are alone, indicates feelings of rejection. You may be feeling that no one understand you.
--i was alone in half my dream
celebrities--
To see a celebrity in your dream, represents your beliefs and understanding about him or her. Something in you waking life has triggered these similar beliefs and feelings. It is not uncommon that your obsession with a certain celebrity may carry over onto your dream world. Celebrities are often seen as heroes and all that is mighty. Also consider any puns within the name.
To dream that you are good friends with a celebrity, represents your idealized version of someone you know in your life. Perhaps you hope that a real-life friend can act more like a particular celebrity. Consider the qualities that you see in this celebrity and how you want your friends to have those qualities. See also Actor / Actress.
--i consider the gauntlet people celebrities...? hahah i didn't know what else to call them.
water--
To see water in your dream, symbolizes your unconscious and your emotional state of mind. Water is the living essence of the psyche and the flow of life energy. It is also symbolic of spirituality, knowledge, healing and refreshment.
To see muddy or dirty water in your dream, indicates that you are wallowing in your negative emotions. You may need to devote some time to clarify your mind and find internal peace. Alternatively, it suggests that your thinking/judgment is unclear and clouded. If you are immersed in muddy water, then it indicates that you are in over your head in a situation and are overwhelmed by your emotions.
To dream that you are walking on water, suggests that you have supreme and ultimate control over your emotions. It may also suggest that you need to "stay on top" of your emotions and not let them explode out of hand. Alternatively, it is symbolic of faith in yourself.
--the water in my dream was very murky, but i do feel in control of my emotions usually.
ship--
To see a ship in your dream, denotes that you are exploring aspects of your emotions and unconscious mind. The state and condition of the ship is indicative of your emotional state.
To see or dream that you are shipwrecked, suggests that you are experiencing some emotional conflict or are having difficulties in expressing your feelings. Additionally, you may not be ready to confront issues in your unconscious.
--the ship was all broken down and black and messed up :/.
those seem so accurate.
my dream is basically telling me i'm VERY fucked up.
:/?
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